saturday night fever
all alone in emerald city. room's freezing cold, so i cant just sleep and forget about it. played video games and made cookies, went for a walk in the park to shake the cabin fever. can't seem to get that complacent equilibrium on. writing mediocre music. didn't even get to washing a load of clothes. feeling distance in human relationships and ill prepared for school work. gotta make up for lost time in the next days, but when momentum is low, what's gonna be the catalyst? electric blanket is switched on and the space heater fan is numbing the silence. i think i'm ready to sleep.