I stopped. and started something old again

[ohmercy399]

I don't write here much anymore.  It's not that i don't enjoy sharing.  I enjoy sharing a bit too much.  I realized a few months ago that i really do need to journal.  I've been doing it since the 7th grade and when i neglect it I really do feel shittier.  Journaling online is a great medium to share things.  it's like writing a bulk email.  But it was starting to go beyond that.  It was starting to feel like complaining.  More aptly, it felt like undressing in public, begging for attention for my flaws and imperfections.  Having a journal as a painful, public cry for help just isn't what this is about.  So I'm back to tiny notebooks like i high school an I feel pretty good about it. 
So that's why I don't use my journal anymore.  If my life should become eventful again and I have something more to write about than angst i will return.    GR.Argh.