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yesterday night was absolutly horrible. i was about to call everyone and tell them to never talk to me again. i'm so sick of everything.
someone is lying to me and i don't even care who, because the fact that one of the three people who i'm closest to right now is, makes me sick to my stomach. i'm so sick of friendships, and relationships, and all those ships.
and now i'm leaving for nyc in fourty minutes and i don't have to deal with anyone for three days. except myself because i went to bed at 8 last night thinking i was going to be woken up by a phone call in the next hour, but i wasn't, thus i didn't take any of my medican. thus i'm going to be a mess.
someone is lying to me and i don't even care who, because the fact that one of the three people who i'm closest to right now is, makes me sick to my stomach. i'm so sick of friendships, and relationships, and all those ships.
and now i'm leaving for nyc in fourty minutes and i don't have to deal with anyone for three days. except myself because i went to bed at 8 last night thinking i was going to be woken up by a phone call in the next hour, but i wasn't, thus i didn't take any of my medican. thus i'm going to be a mess.