Apr 11, 2005 15:14
Courtney, weird. I was at stoner creek too yesterday.
When I was a young young child, Jeremy N. and I always went down to the "bike trails" (which is sort of a forest)and went to stoner creek to get crawdads (crawdeads?) and bring them back home. One time we played in mud. Anyways, it was something we did a lot as kids and I had neat memories.
So I went down there yesterday morning to take a walk, and reminisce. I found the old trail we went on to get to the creek, found the little hill we had to climb up and over (it isn't as hard to get over now) and threw some rocks. It was pretty, except for the 3 to 4 shopping carts rotting in the shallow creek... haha. This spot is down behind food lion and stuff so it makes sense.
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I feel.... horrible. I've been eating under 1200 calories a day since I got my prom dress. I hate to sound like a ditzy teenager that wants to lose weight.. but I need to. Bad.
So I have lost some. I've exercised some.
I feel so fucking nasty. My stomach constantly hurts no matter how many low calorie foods I eat (btw, I've spent $50 on this diet food already) I feel nauseus and my head swims a lot. Basically, I feel like I'm drunk all day long. I feel extremely hot and sweaty. It just isn't fun. I believe that I am dieting correctly, I'm eating the right types of food and eating enough of it, I just think its the effects from eating whatever I pleased to going to eating under 1200 calories a day. It was a drastic change.
Oh, not to mention the diet pills. They may be playing a role. I've been on them for probably over a month now... and if I don't take one for the day I get a splitting head ache. Because they're all caffiene. One pill equals 4-5 cups of coffee and my dad wants me to quit cold turkey.
Aaaaaand annual CATS testing for school is this week I think, and it isn't a good idea to be having headaches like that when I'm proving I'm educated.
But, the good part? I am dieting. I am not cheating. I am losing weight. It's good to know I am for real doing this... the sick part just is not fun.
Hopefully today I am going to get some shoes to go with my dress if I don't feel too shitty. And see Sin City.
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I went to the dentist... my teeth are perfect except for one... major.... detail.
He took x-rays.
My 12 year molars.. the ones that come in when you're 12... in my mouth, they have now been diagonal for 5 years. There just isn't enough room. But they're doing ok, they are just diagonal.
So noooooowww my wisdom teeth want to join the party.
Backtrack- if there isn't enough room for my 12 year molars, you can imagine the zero space there is for my wisdom teeth. So what they are going to do is.. push like little bitches anyway, make my teeth crooked, and cause pain.
This summer my dentist reccommends getting ALL of them out at the same time. Yep. All of them. Ugh god. I'll look like a chipmunk.. lol. I can't even imagine the pain I am going to be experiencing.
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There's much more. I ... again... don't feel like typing it.
In the future, after April 30th, I will post prom pictures on here.
How bout' those apples?