This is my favorite chapter!

Jan 17, 2010 17:05

 Did you sleep alone the last two nights?
Yes I did.

How long was your last phone conversation you had?
7 or so minutes; 5 if you don't want to count the intervals of 30 second silence.

Who was it with?
Bobby.

Excited for anything?
Um..

Have you ever liked someone you didnt expect to?
Yes indeedy.

What's one thing you like about winter?
I get to wear sweaters.

Don't tell me lies, so is the last person you texted attractive?
He is so attractive I could kiss him all over. Which I have. Yeah.

What's something you really want right now, be honest?
A four point, SUSHI, and to be moved out of this tiny little house. And new music.

Are you afraid of falling in love?
I'm afraid of being in love, I suppose. It's a rather indefinite thing. I have already fallen, though.

As of this minute, what is going through your mind?
What I'll be doing in the summer, and how disoriented I am about certain things.

Have you laughed until you cried?
Yes, and I have done the opposite as well.

What are you listening to right now?
Enough - Alif Tree. It's such a good song!

What color are your shoes?
I am wearing black and white converse.

Are any of your friends mad at you?
I don't think so!

Can you crack your neck?
I can crack my whole body.

What is the last thing you drank today?
Orange cream sparkling water!

Where would I have found you last night at 11pm?
I was playing LoL, I think? Or I had just gotten home. Something like that.

What's your plans for next Friday?
I am unsure.

Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the person you like?
Hard like a diamond.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Maybe?

Has anyone put their arm around you in the last 5 days?
Megan! She gave me a smooch on the head today as we were checking out at Safeway.

Has your name been in someone's facebook status lately?
MEGAN'S!

Do you like your family?
Mostly.

Has anyone laid on your bed besides you?
Well, yes.

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Bobby!

Are you highly attracted to anyone right now?
Very much so.

Is it easier to pretend everything's okay for you?
No, because pretending makes me upset.

If someone looked ON your bed, what would they find?
A sleeping cat, pillows, a t-shirt and sweatshirt belonging to Bobby, and my pajama flannels.

Last person to take your pants off?
Mememememe.

Does anyone love you?
Yesh, they do.

How has the week been?
Slow and boring, but it picked up this weekend.

Do you curse in front of your parents?
Yes I do, and they mostly do not care.

Was last night terrible?
It was me making money, lol.

Have you ever snuck someone over to your house?
I have snuck them in, not over. That makes it sound like I am smuggling people, which I certainly do not do.

Where is your phone?
To my right.

If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
The ability to wish myself where ever I wanted.

How do you feel about your hair right now?
I'm bored with it and I wish it was longer.

When meeting someone new, are you afraid they won't like you?
I think I'm fairly confident with first impressions.

Could you go a whole year without cursing?
I definitely could not.

Ever gotten yourself into a confusing situation?
Yes, and it is no bueno.

Do you hate it when people try to play with your hair?
IT FEELS SO AMAZING. Just don't touch me with greasy fingers.

Someone knocks on your window at 3 am, what do you say?
"Why are you heeeereeeeeee?"

Do you find it in your heart to forgive?
I think I am okay with forgiving people, most of the time.

Do you have to drive over a bridge to get home?
Not generally.

Do you miss your past?
I am nostalgic about it all the time.

Are there certain things that can't be joked about with you?
I don't really like sex jokes? I dunno. I hate it when guys get sleezy and joke around about using a girl. That bothers me.

Has anything upset you in the past week?
School, for surely.

Anyone you're giving up on?
Not particularly.

Are you more likely to fail math or science?
Math, but I don't.

Do you have any bruises?
I had one on my leg not too long ago, however I do not know if it is still there.

Have you ever had a best friend that was of the opposite sex?
Yes! And he is quite fantastic.

Do you currently like anyone?
Lovelovelove.

Does anyone like you?
I hope!

The person you like comes up to you and kisses you what's your reaction?
I kiss back of course!

Who all texted you today?
Bobby and Megan.

What's something interesting that happened today?
Megan and I went to SMITH'S and I got BOOKS.

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Bobby and my penpal/gaming friend Matt, who also knows Bobby.

Did you speak to your father today?
Yes. He threated to eat all of Megan and I's pizza rolls.

Are you missing anyone at the moment?
Bobby!

If someone liked you, would you want them to tell you?
I surely would.

Has anyone told you they don't ever wanna lose you?
They have not.

Would you be able to name everyone you kissed this year?
Mhm, yeah.

Was the last time your heart pounded like crazy for a good or bad reason?
Good, I think.

How long until you kiss someone again?
I am unsure!

Are you happy with the way things are going?
Mostly, I think. I would make a few adjustments, but mostly everything is fine!

Today has been pretty great!

I woke up at 10:47 this morning. I got on the computer and talked to Bobby and Megan, then hopped in the shower and started getting ready. Megan came over at about 12:20ish and then we skedaddled off to Smith Family Book's and it was an adventure there. Megan and I were going to sell some books, but the buyer is not there on Sundays, so we shall have to go back another time. We started bouncing back and forth between the all the authors, going to the front for "A", then the middle with "H", and to the back for "T". Megan got four books, two for herself I think and The Bell Jar for Keely and  Adverbs (THE ONLY THING BY DANIEL HANDLER IN THE BOOK STORE, WTF?) for her penpal friend Anatha, that I think seems really charming and hilarious. I got four books, The Lovely Bones, The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, Holidays on Ice, and Lemony Snicket: The Unauthorized Autobiograpjhy, all for $26 so I am relatively happy about that. I'm quite looking forward to reading all my books.

After we were done at Smith's we stopped off at Safeway for food because we both were very hungry. Megan got chicken noodle soup, and I got bacon bean soup, but we ended up just eating a bag of pizza rolls and drank grape juice. We ate and watched Coraline, which we were discussing out creepy the scenario is, and why the parents weren't worried that Coraline was having dreams about her "other parents" where she was much happier, and all of the foreshadowing that goes on at the beginning. Megan had work at 4:15, though, so she left at 4:05. I am going to surprise her and visit her while she is doing her games, because she is there until 10 o'clock at night, which is a long time to be keeping score of basketball games, lol. It will be fine for me though, since we do not have school tomorrow.

Speaking of tomorrow, I have homework to do, and then Megan and I are going to go to a movie (which is still undecided, but I have to tell her movie times), and then we are going to go to Regional together. I am going to sit with her for her early games and then head on over to my court at 8 o'clock. We are done at the same time, so she is going to drop me off, which is good, because then she can show me the way home so that I do not get lost again.

I think in the meantime, and perhaps later tonight after I am finished visiting Megoosh at work, I am going to rearrange my room a bit. My bookshelf is getting crowded and that is semi bothersome. I also want to go through my closet, because I want to get rid of all the clothes I don't wear, which is kind of a lot. I need to take them all to Good Will and dump them or something. Really though, I'm kind of a minimalist and not a pack-rat like my parents, so everything important to me is already in a box of some sort. I don't like lots of things! And I feel that I have too much already; and since we are moving, I want to get rid of more crap I don't think I'll use/need in the future, which I think is smart.

Bobby is going back to school tonight, and that makes me kind of nervous. I dunno, I need to stop stressing about it.

Also, when Megan and I were in the store in the check out line.
I told her, "You know what I realized the other day? I did not write about my trip at all."
"No, no you didn't, you douche."
"I think I will do that soon."
Then we checked out and she gave me an affection peck on the head, which was pleasant and I enjoyed it.

I really need to stop spending money. I am not going to spend anymore after today, except maybe on some nice/cheap stationary for when I do that Penpal Party thing, which I hope starts soon!
I think that shall be all!

meme, nervousness, penpal party, regional, smith family books, money management, megan, bobby, good things

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