Nov 02, 2009 00:01
i'm having trouble sleeping. that's alright though, i guess that's why i'm writing.
i've decided i definitely want another tattoo(s), and soon. i know i definitely want corresponding (as in they make sense to each other) tattoos on my wrists, and i know i want my freedom birds. but i don't know what exactly i want on my wrists yet. it's difficult!
HOWEVER. i sorta have an idea for if i ever want to write a book. i'm sort of uncertain about saying anything about it though, because people browse the internet, and people usually like to plagiarise.. a lot. especially if they're on the internet, 'cause it's not as easy to get caught if the work isn't you know, well known.
i guess though, basically, it would be about this young girl who decides to find a random address in the phone book in a different state and writes whoever gets it a letter. and then the story would develope, but i this is where i stop wanting to say stuff, because i'm afraid my idea will get stolen.
i'm going to start working on it soonly, though. probably when i decide on character names, and a good fake address that i like. i love how i'm talking about this thing like it's going to be so professional and great, and it's going to get published and people are going to read it. what is most likely going to happen is i'm going to be in love with this idea until i fall asleep, and then i'm going to think about it briefly when i wake up, and then i'm going to start working on it, and then i'm going to decide that i hate the writing and give up on it.
who knows though. i'm just ranting because i am feeling self-concious and inadequate tonight. i'm not really sure why, either. it just sorta happened.
i could use some sleep though. it's later than i want it to be.
feeling not-so-good,
tired,
tattoos,
book ideas