Helloooo...
My roommate walks into our room 5 minutes ago and says "I quit school." And I really couldn't agree more. It smells of Doritos in here. And there are nasty flies in our bathroom. And I feel so weak right now. This past weekend has taken too much out of me, emotionally. I'm tired of it. So.. no more of that emotional crap. All is fair in love. I don't understand why Shawn & I have so much trouble making things work. It stumps me. Oh well. We'll figure it out.
So the other day, while Kristin & Shawn & I were hanging out, we stopped at the gas station. To pump gas, you know how we do. While Shawn watched Dawn of the Dead on my laptop. And...
OH LORD!
So... I quit school.
I wouldn't mind working two low-wage jobs for the rest of my life... as long as I'm happy and have friends and a home. And a kitty of course. Kitties are good for the soul. But uhh.. I'm still in school right now, so I'm going to do homework and avoid livejournal for another two weeks.
Isn't it a funny concept that you can lose something so quickly? But it takes lots of time and effort to regain it? Yeah, it fucking sucks.
Sometimes I lose sense of myself...
and sometimes I have to ask myself WHO I AM.
I'm fine now, that's who I am.
Peace out... free pizza.