May 13, 2005 11:38
I can't help but feel guilty for someone else's sadness, even though I know I'm not responsible. Fucking compassion, I swear it will be the end of me.
Tonight I get to see Christopher Pelkey, the goddamn love of my life, and tell him goodbye. He is leaving for D.C. tomorrow and although I am very happy for him, I'm grieving my loss.. as I'm sure many of you are.
I am going to take a million and two pictures with you tonight, Chris, so I hope you're prepared.
Friends keep going seperate ways. I suppose that's what happens as we get older, but it's fucking sad, man.