hello livejournal.
so! idk how i feel about writing my personal business on my blog (wwww.hmyesok.blogspot.com), so maybe i'll start up my livejournal again.
i was just browsing through old journal entries, and its astonishing how much emotion i poured into my old entries about josh. to be honest, reading them made my heart ache a little bit. although i encountered the worst amounts of pain i have ever received emotionally, i'm okay with it. i am allowed to walk away with the experience, and a story to tell.
i've finished my first year of interior design classes, and i absolutely love it. it definitely is the most work i've done over the past three years of college but -- i welcome it. my year living with stacy and kaylyn was wonderful, i'll forever miss that apartment and that sectional. i now just live with kaylyn and our new place is shaping up to be pretty gorgeous. we've got a sun room, which i'm currently sitting in. i spend a lot of time sitting in this room feeling content, drinking coffee.
very unexpectedly i've snagged myself a boyfriend. he's very sweet to me. i'm pretty stressed, worried, and loud most of the time -- he's pretty calm, cool, collected, and quiet. i like him. it's nice not to be so alone. i've always held out the hope for something better.
i'm also blonde again.
that could quite possibly be it. oh! and i'm dying for a vacation. summer as FLOWN by, annnnd i may have had more fun last summer.
i was just browsing through old journal entries, and its astonishing how much emotion i poured into my old entries about josh. to be honest, reading them made my heart ache a little bit. although i encountered the worst amounts of pain i have ever received emotionally, i'm okay with it. i am allowed to walk away with the experience, and a story to tell.
i've finished my first year of interior design classes, and i absolutely love it. it definitely is the most work i've done over the past three years of college but -- i welcome it. my year living with stacy and kaylyn was wonderful, i'll forever miss that apartment and that sectional. i now just live with kaylyn and our new place is shaping up to be pretty gorgeous. we've got a sun room, which i'm currently sitting in. i spend a lot of time sitting in this room feeling content, drinking coffee.
very unexpectedly i've snagged myself a boyfriend. he's very sweet to me. i'm pretty stressed, worried, and loud most of the time -- he's pretty calm, cool, collected, and quiet. i like him. it's nice not to be so alone. i've always held out the hope for something better.
i'm also blonde again.
that could quite possibly be it. oh! and i'm dying for a vacation. summer as FLOWN by, annnnd i may have had more fun last summer.