i need you here like you've always been.
i cant stop thinking about him.
today i am COMPLETLY cleaning my room.
im only half way through.
i found so many notes.
so many pictures.
i talked to ashleigh on the phone.
telling me how
she wants to move in with josh at the end of this year.
josh//matt//levee&erik.
:-/
that was supposed to be me.
but i need to move on.
he has.
to brittany.
and to lily.
((josh's sister)).
i cannot wait until im adult.
till we are all adults.
everything will be different.
so much different.
but until that time comes...
.
.