Dec 27, 2008 17:11
I hate that I don't really have friends anymore. Well, I do have friends but none that I'm close with. The only friend I'm close with moved 30 miles away into the middle of nowhere. I get into these moods where I just want to sit and I don't want anyone there and then everyone calls me wanting to see each other; catch up.. but all I want to do is sit with Greg, or by myself even.
I've pushed everyone who I was close with out of my life and today, here I am, sitting at home alone and it's the one place I don't feel like being at. I want to catch up, I want to talk, but everyone is working, or catching up and talking with someone else. I'm being melodramatic.