Aug 15, 2008 21:04
I love how Ashley has her laptop living with us. Makes me happy.
Just got home from seeing "Tropic Thunder" with Sam and her friend. Funny stuff, I tell you. Of course...knowing me and my love for RDJ, I would think this film is amazing. I'm really not a big fan of Ben Stiller, though. And once I found out that he directed this movie, I was a bit hesitant. But it was good, without a doubt. And I love the fact that I have a constant movie-going friend. I did have a constant movie-going thing with Audra...but she's stationed in New Jersey for the Air Force, which makes it a bit harder for us to see each other.
Speaking of Sam, she has become a very great friend to me. It's a shame we never really spent as much time together before, considering the fact that we've known each other since we were 12 and 13. But all is well, and we are close now. She's a sweet girl, and our friendship seems honest. For now...so far so good. I don't mean to doubt her, but ever since I left school I've been so screwed over by so-called "friends". It's only natural for me to be at least slightly guarded at the very least.
...I can't believe Monica and I lost each other. I went from being maid of honor, to being considered a "lying" piece of shit. She went from being a person I held very close to my heart, to being considered a backstabbing moron. I really do miss her, but it doesn't hurt anymore.
I weighed myself yesturday. 224 pounds. And pissed. (But blessing the fact that I don't look it, and can still wear a bikini not looking hideous).