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Oh damn.
I just jinxed myself.
Oh fucky fucky fuckity fuck fuck.
Besides jinxing myself, life is moving along relatively well. My sister may be moving in...Sarah got her braces off...and I can now drive. 1) I miss my sister like crazy, which is why I've been at my parents house a lot lately. Our solution? Moving in with Sarah and I. It won't be a problem at all, because I've lived with her for 19 years...so, I think we're good. 2) Sarah looks weird with straight teeth. I've known this girl forever, and the whole time I've just been so used to seeing her crooked teeth. I recently got used to seeing her with braces. And now, she's straight and metal-free. It's weird to me...which might be a little insulting to her. Oops. 3) YES, I can drive. But...I need money first. So...I'm working on it. (Calling out three times in one month due to constant vomiting doesn't really help with the money issue...so I'm going to have to start downing Pepto Bismol like it's water).
AS FOR JINXING MYSELF... Hitherto, I realize how much I just jeopardized a friendship. I don't regret what was done, I'm just mad at the fact that our friendship is at a stand-still right now. You would think I'd regret it, but I really don't. I wasn't uncomfortable and it didn't seem awkward at all. I guess common sense is something that I lack. At least...when it comes to this specific topic. Didn't I learn from the whole Anthony/Brittany/Ryan fiasco? And didn't I learn from Mike? Apparantly not. Good friends are hard to come by with me. And we have such a great friendship. And now, I think we're fucked. God, are we fucked.