yet another update.
its about time i start to do this shit again....
so here goes... i have completed one eighth of my college career which is scary as hell but it was great.
i love my school and my friends and rugby and all that.
i've been doing great. i think. i love my band still and music and playing shows.
i had a relaxing christmas break.
christmas was nowhere near as special as it was when i was younger.
i worked at pal's and loved that a lot, mostly because i see those youngins all so excited about christmas and the lies that come with it. innocence will always be trapped in the youth. im at lauras as im typing this... i dont know why but i thought it best to say that because i love being here. its so fun and steve laura and i get along perfectly as three best friends. just chillin.
i cant wait to go back to school. the freedom, the lifestyle; i cant wait. i made a sweet song over break... we re-did parks which is amazing and its very well done.
ive been smoking a lot of marijuana. it's probably bad, but i'm really enjoying the high times.
my sleep schedule is fucked up and stupid. some nights i dont sleep at all and others i fall asleep later than the darkness will last and sleep through most daylight. its bad.
i had trouble balancing my friends this break. chill with the people i work with... or my bandmates and high school friends... i try but some nights one group is more appealing than others and im happy because i spent the vacation the way i wanted and with who i wanted. it was nice.
so... some people have caught me off guard. one in particular. and it sucks because i wanted to get to know thissss person a bit more, and it pretty much can't happen. oh well. maybe in time, we'll see.
also, theres this girl named brittany who is kinda the biggest fuckin piece of shit ive ever met. i can't tell you how much of a letdown that girl is as a friend. i honestly do not want to waste my time. however, she has been amazing to me in the past so i always want to see her and i always have high hopes, high losses, and hot tempers. i just get blown off over and over and i dont even want to bother with her again.
i want to be single for a while but have someone to get close to, be friends with, and care for but not push it as anythign more.
let me know if you're available or interested.
i've decided that weed is only illegal because it increases chemical reactions between brain molecules sparkin an increase in intelligence in human beings which increases the usage of brain power to greater than 10% therefore, the government is concealing marijuanas power to make humans smarter and restricting their ability to excel in life. the government fears that people have the potential to become too smart to control. i swear.
so here goes... i have completed one eighth of my college career which is scary as hell but it was great.
i love my school and my friends and rugby and all that.
i've been doing great. i think. i love my band still and music and playing shows.
i had a relaxing christmas break.
christmas was nowhere near as special as it was when i was younger.
i worked at pal's and loved that a lot, mostly because i see those youngins all so excited about christmas and the lies that come with it. innocence will always be trapped in the youth. im at lauras as im typing this... i dont know why but i thought it best to say that because i love being here. its so fun and steve laura and i get along perfectly as three best friends. just chillin.
i cant wait to go back to school. the freedom, the lifestyle; i cant wait. i made a sweet song over break... we re-did parks which is amazing and its very well done.
ive been smoking a lot of marijuana. it's probably bad, but i'm really enjoying the high times.
my sleep schedule is fucked up and stupid. some nights i dont sleep at all and others i fall asleep later than the darkness will last and sleep through most daylight. its bad.
i had trouble balancing my friends this break. chill with the people i work with... or my bandmates and high school friends... i try but some nights one group is more appealing than others and im happy because i spent the vacation the way i wanted and with who i wanted. it was nice.
so... some people have caught me off guard. one in particular. and it sucks because i wanted to get to know thissss person a bit more, and it pretty much can't happen. oh well. maybe in time, we'll see.
also, theres this girl named brittany who is kinda the biggest fuckin piece of shit ive ever met. i can't tell you how much of a letdown that girl is as a friend. i honestly do not want to waste my time. however, she has been amazing to me in the past so i always want to see her and i always have high hopes, high losses, and hot tempers. i just get blown off over and over and i dont even want to bother with her again.
i want to be single for a while but have someone to get close to, be friends with, and care for but not push it as anythign more.
let me know if you're available or interested.
i've decided that weed is only illegal because it increases chemical reactions between brain molecules sparkin an increase in intelligence in human beings which increases the usage of brain power to greater than 10% therefore, the government is concealing marijuanas power to make humans smarter and restricting their ability to excel in life. the government fears that people have the potential to become too smart to control. i swear.