Jun 06, 2005 08:04
alright so, its been a little while. i tried to post something but i hated it and just clicked the "x" and gave up.
ive been chillin and all that good shit. the band has the new song done except for vocals and it is awesome. i love having good new songs. on that same note.... thank you sean kelly so much for fixing my wiring in my new guitar. definitely amazing.
also, i still have not purchased any marijuana. i have smoked a ton still because merks smoked me up a few times. hil and olivia did. and i smoked in rochester. and hot damn. my week days will be sober. im trying to get better kinda.
we have a good possibility of playing a show with the recieving end of sirens and they are so fucking good. that would be awesome.
my mom writes my daily notes to leave school either early or to go late. and if she doesnt i just leave and if not then i just dont go. im bad.
i did do more college shit. they had a little language survey and i did that and registered for orientation which is friday. and then i also sent in a letter saying i wouldnt mind bunking with 3 people in a double or 4 people in a triple because if you do that then you can get another 1000 off room and board and so i dont care. ill be cramped for less money.
bedlight for blue eyes covers 3rd eye blind's jumper and completely kicks their ass in making the song. it is the best thing ive heard in a while.
my deep thought to leave you all with... do you ever sit back and think about how complicated your life is... kinda just the problems and all the people you know... how many people you are affected by and what not... and then look next to you at the grocery store or the car next to you on the highway and think that that stranger has a life just as complicated and full of people and problems and even tho they are only 2 feet away from you in some cases, you have absolutely no connection to them or any idea what their life consists of. its scary to me to think that the world is that big.
the fact that a person could meet someone in new york city on one day and never run into them again in a lifetime because the city is so populated and large.
it scares me a lot. its probably a good thing that im going to a small college. but i still see people at shen that i dont know and i do know that they have friends and i still no nothing about them. and i feel with me that there is a ton to know and these people could have a lot to share and i havnt tried at all. i want to meet new people. haha.
i just think that a lot of people would be great to meet. and know.
hit me back to chat.
truly yours,
your biggest fan
this is stan.