I love my mind when I'm fucking you.
I wish I wasn't so fucking self-conscious. I wish I could open my damn mouth and let the words in my head out instead of ineffectively alluding to things. I wish I had the confidence you did when you'd drop those lines in my ears, when you'd eye me from across the room, when you'd whisper and beckon me over with a wave of your hand. Fuck feeling like I can't speak my damn mind because I'm a girl and what I have to say happens to be vulgar and perverse. I am so angry with the world and almost everyone in it for making me feel like shit about myself my entire life.