Oct 28, 2005 15:30
i'm in like such a good mood yet all i want to do is smash someones face in... whatever it's weird.
today was awesome yet not awesome at all. went to nashville tech, and nashville state, looked around there. all the girls (and guy) like loved my hair at nashville tech at the cosmetology center thing. and that's like where ed went, so i told them all he cuts my hair and they were like "awww sdhgjak32133skdgj" i was like "yeah too bad it looks like shit" anyway... the tour guy dude for nashville state made me want to pull my eyeballs out and like eat them. i fucking hated that fat douchebag, fucking idiot pushed me down this ramp thing for no reason but was telling me "cooome on go on down thuuur" i turned around and was like "OH MY GOD FUCKING DON'T TOUCH ME" and he looked at me weird with his buck teeth. hahaha. i hated it. so yeah I missed most of school today, well 1st through 3rd period and most of 4th... so I was happy about that. haha i got to hang out with steph all day, so i was happy about that too &since that one slut wasn't there.
i think joe and i are going to go see saw 2 tonight... hopefully. i mean it's gonna be jammed packed and whatnot.
fuck it feels good outside and i'm changing into my skirt.
sidenote: god, i hate how you fucking make me like sick to my stomach nowadays. it's so fucking sad, like whatever i don't even know how to even begin to describe it or how to put those feeling into words... the only thing i can say is wow you make me so sick to my stomach, like i can feel my stomach turn and it's pretty much horrible. i hate it, but whatever... i've never been one with the best of luck so shit happens, i'm used to that fucked up turning nauseous feeling.
ps. i can not wait to fucking rage when deadhearts play
next weekend. more bruised boobiez here we come hahhah.