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Dec 30, 2008 21:22

Phewww, I've been dealing with so many other peoples' stresses, lately, that I'm totally starting to get stressed out myself. It'll all be fine, and I'm not saying that, by any means, to make anyone feel bad, but when my friends are hurting, it really affects me, too, especially with so much at once. There's just so much hanging in limbo, and patience is certainly not one of the virtues that I have mastered. I've certainly gotten a lot better in some ways, but it still drives me crazy when some things that are so big are so uncertain. Nothing that a nice, long weekend at my Aunt's with my sister and grandma couldn't relieve at least a bit ... which is good, because I'm planning to do that in the next couple of days. ;) I seriously have no idea what I would do if I couldn't just flee to her house whenever I needed to. I think that I've gotten way too spoiled with that, but I know that everyone's in my life for a reason, and hers' is certainly not hidden. ;)

Today's just been sooo long. I've been too sore to do too much, and it's just been one item of bad news after the other, which, I've been given way too much time to stew on. Tomorrow will be fun. However, it will also be bittersweet. Oyyy. I'm just going to shut up, now. I think I just need to watch the Notebook and get a good cry out. ;P
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