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So, I know that it's an inevitable part of life, but, I'm really just tired of people moving away. This is spurred by the very real potential of my best friend moving away. I wish that I weren't so needy, but, I love people and get attached to them easily. And, of course, I also live in the Ohio Valley, which just so happens to be the black hole of economic well-being, so there's nothing to really be done about it. I know that there are always new people to meet and friends to be made, but people are not replaceable. And, I've been realizing for awhile that the numbers are dwindling, but, after sitting up half of the night and worrying about it, I got to thinking how few are really left. What it comes down to, I think, is that I'm not a huge fan of change, and it feels that every time I start to get comfortable, everything gets shaken up all over again.
I know that this isn't as big of a deal as I making it. Or, maybe it is, but I should have more ability to deal with it. I'm pretty strong in several different ways, but, somehow, I just can't get past this hurdle. I just don't feel fully understood by many people, and, there are only a handful of people that I've ever met that have understood me like Julie has. So, while I'm happy that something is looking up for them, I'm just blubbering and feeling sorry for myself. I don't think that the fact that it's "that time of the month" is helping, either. ;P
Anyway, Seth's waking up from his nap, so, I'll make a more complete update later. ;]
I know that this isn't as big of a deal as I making it. Or, maybe it is, but I should have more ability to deal with it. I'm pretty strong in several different ways, but, somehow, I just can't get past this hurdle. I just don't feel fully understood by many people, and, there are only a handful of people that I've ever met that have understood me like Julie has. So, while I'm happy that something is looking up for them, I'm just blubbering and feeling sorry for myself. I don't think that the fact that it's "that time of the month" is helping, either. ;P
Anyway, Seth's waking up from his nap, so, I'll make a more complete update later. ;]