(no subject)
This is going to anger you I'm sure, but today I realized that I was wrong for ever replying to you. I also realized that my hopes of you turning into a stable enough person to be able to change and have a civil conversation with me is thinking illogically. Especially if it turns out that you remaining in my life will ruin my hopes with my future endeavors. I never thought that even after I broke up with you, you would still be able to put a damper on my life, that's why I'm no longer going to let my past get in the way of my life right now. I'm sorry, I can no longer talk to you anymore. I will not respond to you if you reply to this, text me, call me, nothing. You can't jeopardize my life and my decisions anymore. I'm not sorry that I have to do this, because I know that this is what I really want. Today I almost lost the closest person to me right now because of me being a dumbass and talking to you again. This is the last time, goodbye.