Jul 17, 2006 16:34
sometimes, i'm jsut not sure if i'm ready to stir things up, like even while knowing...or at least thinking that they need to be stirred up because i'm not exactly happy w/ them...i just wonder if i'm perceiving things that aren't there and should keep it in it's settled state.
but no, this time i KNOW that it needs to be stirred up, and if that has an unpleasant result, which i'm HOPING it won't..then so be it.
i'll at least go out knowing i did how i felt
but beyond all that, i'm tired of it being on my mind, and i'm going to act in the selfish way i need to get that off.
and that's ALL i have to say about that.