it's been some time
i've been emo lately, and that's not who i am..i've had to do more re-adjusting than i really was ready for or thought i needed...but i feel like i've gotten the refreshing break of air i needed and i'm excited to go on...
and you know what..i don't care, i'm NOT gonna give up or be lame like that. you just mean too much to me, but i'm not dumb, if it gets to the point where i REALLY feel again like i'm chasing you around just to talk to me, i KNOW i deserve better than that and i'll find it elsewhere....but i'm continuing on cause i have the faith that you're not like that...i THINK i know you better than that....i know you care, does it suck right now that i'm not feeling it? yes....
BUT i know it's there, and you're worth me working a little harder, at least for awhile.
and baby, i love you. i wish i had been better about telling you how much having you there meant to me, cause it meant a ton, it made it the best it has ever been. i love you!
and you know what..i don't care, i'm NOT gonna give up or be lame like that. you just mean too much to me, but i'm not dumb, if it gets to the point where i REALLY feel again like i'm chasing you around just to talk to me, i KNOW i deserve better than that and i'll find it elsewhere....but i'm continuing on cause i have the faith that you're not like that...i THINK i know you better than that....i know you care, does it suck right now that i'm not feeling it? yes....
BUT i know it's there, and you're worth me working a little harder, at least for awhile.
and baby, i love you. i wish i had been better about telling you how much having you there meant to me, cause it meant a ton, it made it the best it has ever been. i love you!