copied from xanguhhh
ohhhh my gawd. such drama. im sure your all sick of hearing about it. but it just wont go away?
ok so last night.. pretty much i had too much time on my hands and i started really thinking about some things and i guess you could say the shit hit the fan? idk but i like freaked out. i havent cried over lame drama in so long. howwww dumb.
i just kinda finally discovered that i think i deserve to get treated better then i do. im a generally nice person, so it kinda hurts when people walk all over me and treat me like garbage. the problem is i forgive and forget too easily. its just that i dont think its worth it to hold grudges. your supposed to live life to the fullest and have fun while you can. so i dont think people should get caught up in stupid highschool drama. yet i find myself doing it all the time. im not even talking about like one specific person. im talking about a lot of people. i think i deserve to be treated like a real friend. not just someone you go to when your bored.. idk i thought about it some more and i can move on. life will go on. its not the end of the world. i can put on a happy face and pretend that everythings ok for now. i just hope i dont have to keep pretending.
wow enough of the lame mushy stuff.
ok so more drama at work! hahaha my manager quit today. so screw it. im done. i was supposed to stay till next friday. but whats the point. i had to do everything by myself today. i was very unhappy.
so adddios legacy gardens.
we had our first pep assembly today. kristen did so good. i was so proud of her
awww yay! then we had the football game tonight and completely killed hempstead. can you say playoffs? maybe 2005 champs? i think so.
thaaaats all i have for now. i should be done w/ xanga for awhile cuz the more i read and the more people i find, the more pissed off i get. haha its not a healthy thing.. hahaha.
i really like getting phone calls at 1:30 in the morning from coooool people.
