I cried for the first time in a really long time today. I'm basically really happy with the direction my life is headed in... but I can't stop thinking about things I shouldn't. it's making me depressed. but it's like everything that's been wrong in the past 6 months just hit me, and hit me hard. I'm pitying people I shouldn't, I'm caring about people I don't know, I'm offended at pointless things, I miss people that I chose not to be friends with anymore, I'm hating the people that are still here for me, I'm hating myself, I'm regretting decisions I've made, I don't know what to do at all.