why don't I car
e about other p
eople as much a
nymore? I've be
en so selfish.
I wish I could
be a better fri
end. I wish I s
till knew how.
I wish I didn't
hate myself so
much. it's alm
ost like it's n
ot even worth i
t to me because
I feel so usel
ess. &selfish.
why should I ca
re about other
people if it's
not going to ma
ke me happy? or
will it make m
e happy? why co
uldn't I be mor
e like TJ? whoa
aa that's not a
t all a solutio
n.