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Crappy picture, yes. The only one I have, yes. It says "STAY TRUE" and no it's not necessarily a straightedge tattoo, although that plays into it... it's more about staying true to your heart... hence, the heart. There are roses on either side and arrows behind it all. I'm not sure how it's gonna be colored. I'm pretty sure the roses will be blue though. At least that's what I want.
We have tests tomorrow. Both of which I think I'm not gonna do so well on. I can't even study for my written test. I can't concentrate. I have too much on my mind. I just want to go to sleep. I layed in bed for seriously, 45 minutes not doing anything because I didn't feel like moving. I was laying there, with my study supplies open on my lap, watching tv, trying to motivate myself to at least look at the crap I'm supposed to learn by tomorrow. But, alas, I'm updating this thing so it's safe to say it didn't really work out. I'm probably gonna go to sleep soon, so I probably won't really study anymore.
I don't like when nice, fun, exciting people are sad. Usually these people make me laugh, and when they are sad, they can't make me laugh... therefore I'm not happy. Not even that they don't make me laugh, just because they're unhappy, it makes me unhappy. JUST BE HAPPY!!
My bangs do this thing where in the midd, they don't want to stay straight, they kinda pop up and out... it's really not cute and I don't like it. I need to invest in a better straightening iron and/or get a freakin straightener in my hair. I get paid tomorrow. I don't know how much I'll be getting, but it's money. I'll try to save some of it. Now that I have new shoes and like 2 more outfits that I can wear to school, I guess I don't need to buy anymore clothes. Unless it's springy fun stuff that I just cannot live without!
I got my medicine refilled. It makes me feel alot better when I take it. Everyone always asks why I'm so quiet, and it's usually only when I haven't taken it. I don't really enjoy having to be dependantly happy on some stupid little pink pill, but if it does the job, and I need it, then I'm content with it.
Saturday is going to be great. Whitney freakin Lane is gonna come eat lunch with me, and then the gang is going to get Blair's tattoo and after that I don't know what we're doing!! This weekend is WIDE OPEN!
Amanda and I are planning a trip to Buffalo, NY in April, for 2 days. Whether or not it will truely happen is unsure but it's fun to plan! :-) I just really need to get out of here. I'm going crazy. Also, the beach trip is in the planning stages. Hopefully EVERYONE (Brooke) will be able to go. Even if they (Brooke) have to skip a few days of school... Cause I'm gonna have to, and I need so many hours to graduate, so the more days I'm gone, the less hours I have, the longer it is before I graduate... but it's worth it to hang out with my girls! (Brooke!)
Just be nice to people. You never know who's day you'll make by just saying hi. And a hug can do alot more than one might think. <3
♥MK.