Can I see more than I am programmed to be? -Broadcast

[ohfscott]

I didn't expect life to be this boring until I was thirty.
A part of me hopes for a gritty revolution.

If my life is contained in essays books and libraries
I will not be disappointed. It is expected to play that way.

I have always needed books to make up for the lack of friends.
I have always needed books to create meaning.
I have always wanted drama that can be picked up and put down.
My favorite thing about books is that you get to decide how they will change you.
I've grown timid. believing that I do not change other people.