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i'm in class, but i've given up on taking notes.
my life as of late:
i have been busier than a single bumblebee providing honey for an entire nation. i am so worn. not only am i trying to keep up with school work, but i am also committed to making our school's paper perfect. in fact, the paper is almost more important to me than school work. i have spent 17 of the last 24 hours editing in the office. seriously. i hardly have time to do my school work simply because the paper is so much more important to me. i usually make it work though.
meanwhile, i am still trying to maintain relationships. i most frequently dedicating time to my boyfriend because he is most important and because it is simply a lot more convenient than going out. as a result, i think a lot of my friends are growing distant. i've been significantly demoted on 3 of my friends' myspace lists. yeah, it's just myspace. but all this has happened in the last couple weeks. it doesn't make me feel too good.
i don't know. i guess i need to dedicate more time to them, but i would hope they understand it's just a busy time in my life. and maybe they do. it doesn't mean i'm any less of a friend, it's just that we have less time to spend together. should i place my friends above my work? maybe just above my boyfriend.
i feel that my personality style really affects my friendships. i need someone to reach out to me, because often i am shy, and unfortunately lately i have just been busy. friendships are just really tough things to keep going.
work makes me happy though. i hope i can find a great job after college. there's nothing like the feeling you get after dedicating hours to some copy and having it come out perfect. it makes me smile.
my life as of late:
i have been busier than a single bumblebee providing honey for an entire nation. i am so worn. not only am i trying to keep up with school work, but i am also committed to making our school's paper perfect. in fact, the paper is almost more important to me than school work. i have spent 17 of the last 24 hours editing in the office. seriously. i hardly have time to do my school work simply because the paper is so much more important to me. i usually make it work though.
meanwhile, i am still trying to maintain relationships. i most frequently dedicating time to my boyfriend because he is most important and because it is simply a lot more convenient than going out. as a result, i think a lot of my friends are growing distant. i've been significantly demoted on 3 of my friends' myspace lists. yeah, it's just myspace. but all this has happened in the last couple weeks. it doesn't make me feel too good.
i don't know. i guess i need to dedicate more time to them, but i would hope they understand it's just a busy time in my life. and maybe they do. it doesn't mean i'm any less of a friend, it's just that we have less time to spend together. should i place my friends above my work? maybe just above my boyfriend.
i feel that my personality style really affects my friendships. i need someone to reach out to me, because often i am shy, and unfortunately lately i have just been busy. friendships are just really tough things to keep going.
work makes me happy though. i hope i can find a great job after college. there's nothing like the feeling you get after dedicating hours to some copy and having it come out perfect. it makes me smile.