Protection, alot of love and affection

[ohflamingo]

If a costly, worth thousands of dollars operation could save you, prolong your life and make you as healthy and fit as the old days, it would be so worth it. But who knows about the post-op effects and all of the consequences? For your case, having an op doesn't mean you'll get to live better, it just means your life is prolonged but medication and frequent trips to the hospital will make it more effective. The previous times when you awoke in the hospital beds, you were so weak but you managed to pull through. You have us all, your family by your side, we will always be around whenever you need us. When you received Christ after all these years, we could finally let go of a somewhat heavy burden, I know this time isn't like before, it is really bad this time. I just wished there was some way I could stay around and take care of you like how you took care of me since birth. I knew you always loved me most. You were always the strong, unfallible, brave and ever-caring grandfather. Yeye I really wish you knew how much I want to ease your pain.

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It's pretty obvious you're going down the same road again. It just hurts me to see a friend I love so much making the same mistakes again. Its more than just disappointment or anger, it hurts me so much because I know you're going to get hurt again.