[brave little girl]
sooo yeah.
If you havent heard me and drew arent together anymore. < my fault. but i was planning on just taking a break , but shit went down differently then i planned(((dont really want to talk about that))), now were not talking for a while. untill he wants to. in a way i think its for the better. its tiring always have to seek him out to be there for me when he obviously cant be there for me allll the time, and the same for me. like he said " we have diff. lives" i know that me and him cant ever get back together. ---maybe when im older and can make it happen but right now i cant. i just want drew to be happy and be able to have someone there that he can be with whenever he wants. and not having to be alone all the time, and waiting. i feel like i cant make him happy being over here. hopefully he can just forgive me for everything and not shut me out completly because i really do love him. and id like some kind of relationship after all of this. i mean i invested almost 2 years into him i gave him everything -- theres not a day/night that goes by i dont ever think about him. hes always on my mind. drew is the best thing that has ever happened to me. i would stay with him forever if i could but nothings ever a fairy tale. !SUPRISE!....anyways i just hope for the best for him. and i hope that hes happy....
[i love you]
.kayla.
If you havent heard me and drew arent together anymore. < my fault. but i was planning on just taking a break , but shit went down differently then i planned(((dont really want to talk about that))), now were not talking for a while. untill he wants to. in a way i think its for the better. its tiring always have to seek him out to be there for me when he obviously cant be there for me allll the time, and the same for me. like he said " we have diff. lives" i know that me and him cant ever get back together. ---maybe when im older and can make it happen but right now i cant. i just want drew to be happy and be able to have someone there that he can be with whenever he wants. and not having to be alone all the time, and waiting. i feel like i cant make him happy being over here. hopefully he can just forgive me for everything and not shut me out completly because i really do love him. and id like some kind of relationship after all of this. i mean i invested almost 2 years into him i gave him everything -- theres not a day/night that goes by i dont ever think about him. hes always on my mind. drew is the best thing that has ever happened to me. i would stay with him forever if i could but nothings ever a fairy tale. !SUPRISE!....anyways i just hope for the best for him. and i hope that hes happy....
[i love you]
.kayla.