This past year has been very hard on me. As you alllll know im sure my b/f does NOT live here, he lives in florida and this month weve been together a year and a half. and i dont want to hear shit from anyone about long distance because ive heard it alll and im sorry that i cant just change my heart and how i feel. Im hoping that this year is going to be alot easier. first of all because we just made it through a year. and idk since hes been down here ive never felt closer to him. its been a blast he makes me that happy in just one week :] so part of my new years resolution is not to nag him to death lol but to cherish everything we have and KEEP IT THAT WAY <3
other things:
*i want to loose wieght-- and fast i need to be ripped by...spring break :] anyone up for hardcore working out?!...anyone...anyone?
*im going to make myself over mentally and physically
MENTALLY: i dont need to change much im happy with the way i treat ppl. and who i surround myself with- i have noticed that ive become alot more open to ppl. i used to be kind of shy and what not.
PHYSICALLY: well obviously, loose wieght, and i want to change my hair again because its still plain all u can do is straighten it or put it up and ITS A PAIN IN MY ASS!.. i want my hair to be styled just like this :] if any of you take my hair ..."ILL KILL YOU!" <<(stewie off family guy)...
btw--^^shes really hot^^ lol
*have moooore self control!.. i need some of that. i dont want to slip up for shit. i need to do better in school and get out, i have to make sure to maintain this relationship because its the best thing thats ever happend to me.
* finally go to a show lol cause i still havent been to one.
lkajsdflkldskjf annnd i dont know what else.
well happy new year bitches, yeahyuh 2005 like woah!
[<3kayla]