analysis
After analyzing such matters as previously posted with Tabitha, I have come to the conclusion that I am not developing a crush on Brian. He is eye candy haha. The kid finally gave me back my Fight Club! I will never lend him Boondock... And the boy still hasn't gotten the movies running yet down at the station. Tsk tsk
I am still the same Misa. Ever cautious, I may seem outgoing but I'm not haha.
As for the hotness, I don't know, maybe those days when I feel confident and don't give a shit I seem hotter? I have learned not to care anymore. I still do grant it, but a) don't let it show and b) I've become sort of numb to everything if that means anything.
I don't even want a relationship. It's just that some nights I wish someone was there for a hug. That I could lay on them and hear their heart beating....meh I think back to the problems I had with the ex...strung out and scared and nervous and yet happy, until it went to hell (quite quickly I might add). I must point out that I don't feel any remorse or nostalgia. It simply was and I now simply am.
I am still the same Misa. Ever cautious, I may seem outgoing but I'm not haha.
As for the hotness, I don't know, maybe those days when I feel confident and don't give a shit I seem hotter? I have learned not to care anymore. I still do grant it, but a) don't let it show and b) I've become sort of numb to everything if that means anything.
I don't even want a relationship. It's just that some nights I wish someone was there for a hug. That I could lay on them and hear their heart beating....meh I think back to the problems I had with the ex...strung out and scared and nervous and yet happy, until it went to hell (quite quickly I might add). I must point out that I don't feel any remorse or nostalgia. It simply was and I now simply am.