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Being at a crossroad in your life is never fun. I wish one road would just get shut down to make this decision easier.
I think what I miss the most is having a girl by my side. That seemed to be the thing that made me complete when I was up in Maryland. I 've been thinking alot about transfering back to MD and going to school up there because I just feel lonely down here a lot of times and I didn't have that feeling up there. Maybe it is because I had a girlfriend for more than half the time I was up there that made me feel that way. I've applied to the college I would go to up there but I haven't made a decision if I am going to do it or not. It is all I think about. I just wonder where I would be happier. Lately I have been having a really good time down here and it reminds me why I moved down here in the first place. I still miss it up there alot though. The people and places are totally different in both places and I dont know where I feel more comfortable. If I move back up there I would be living with my dad again which I dont know how happy I am about but I will have a lot more money to spend if I do that which is a big plus for me because I am tired of being broke all the time. I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY...
I think what I miss the most is having a girl by my side. That seemed to be the thing that made me complete when I was up in Maryland. I 've been thinking alot about transfering back to MD and going to school up there because I just feel lonely down here a lot of times and I didn't have that feeling up there. Maybe it is because I had a girlfriend for more than half the time I was up there that made me feel that way. I've applied to the college I would go to up there but I haven't made a decision if I am going to do it or not. It is all I think about. I just wonder where I would be happier. Lately I have been having a really good time down here and it reminds me why I moved down here in the first place. I still miss it up there alot though. The people and places are totally different in both places and I dont know where I feel more comfortable. If I move back up there I would be living with my dad again which I dont know how happy I am about but I will have a lot more money to spend if I do that which is a big plus for me because I am tired of being broke all the time. I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY...