math sucks.
Yeah so, I have possibly just had the worst exam in my life :( Serves me right, I didn't do any exercises like I should have done. Procrastination came back and bit me in the ass :'( I had tears in my eyes after the exam, it was horrible. I have never ever in my life had a questions in any exam that I didn't understand/that I didn't know what to do. It's such a scary experience, especially in Math.
In other news, I know I have been shit talking about Melanie a lot in the past, but I've really come to realize that she's better off as a friend. I still think she's fake as hell, lmfao, but I guess that's how she is... As long as she doesn't expect anything from me I'm perfectly happy being her friend; aka being polite and helping her out if she needs it. But lately it's insane how much she's been coming back into my life haha... She's been going downstairs to my class a lot more lately, lol. Granted, it's not just to see me, but still. She also gives me hugs and yesterday SHE CALLED ME LMAO. We haven't talked in ages. Yesterday after lunch she came into my class with a bag and she was like I went to subway and thought of you, so I brought you back some cookies! And she knows how much I LOVE SUBWAY COOKIES :D So that was quite thoughtful of her.
Also today at lunch as well I was at my locker and she came over to me with an Aero; my fav. chocolate bar and gave it to me, also! LMFAO! Yayyy I love free stuff :) Oh, and after my math exam she came and comforted me because I like failed or whatever. She made funny faces and gave me a big hug... which I really appreciated at that time. Anne-Marie and Jessica did too. Basically everyone that was still there after the exam cheered me up a whole lot. I love my friends <3
Back to the exam now... Idk it was weird... I didn't leave anything blank or anything but for once in my life I wasn't sure of what I was doing, where I was going... I swear if this happens again I'm going to have to pull myself together and work my ass off...
I can't afford to slip up now :(
In other news, I know I have been shit talking about Melanie a lot in the past, but I've really come to realize that she's better off as a friend. I still think she's fake as hell, lmfao, but I guess that's how she is... As long as she doesn't expect anything from me I'm perfectly happy being her friend; aka being polite and helping her out if she needs it. But lately it's insane how much she's been coming back into my life haha... She's been going downstairs to my class a lot more lately, lol. Granted, it's not just to see me, but still. She also gives me hugs and yesterday SHE CALLED ME LMAO. We haven't talked in ages. Yesterday after lunch she came into my class with a bag and she was like I went to subway and thought of you, so I brought you back some cookies! And she knows how much I LOVE SUBWAY COOKIES :D So that was quite thoughtful of her.
Also today at lunch as well I was at my locker and she came over to me with an Aero; my fav. chocolate bar and gave it to me, also! LMFAO! Yayyy I love free stuff :) Oh, and after my math exam she came and comforted me because I like failed or whatever. She made funny faces and gave me a big hug... which I really appreciated at that time. Anne-Marie and Jessica did too. Basically everyone that was still there after the exam cheered me up a whole lot. I love my friends <3
Back to the exam now... Idk it was weird... I didn't leave anything blank or anything but for once in my life I wasn't sure of what I was doing, where I was going... I swear if this happens again I'm going to have to pull myself together and work my ass off...
I can't afford to slip up now :(