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I feel absolutely awful. I got way too wasted last night like I do at all of our parties and ended up on the bathroom floor with a blonde haired girl I have never met calling me sweetheart. I couldn't even walk to work i hurt so bad so I drove. 2 blockes away. the smell of pizza made me want to throw up and I'm starving out of my mind but food sounds so gross right now. I'm leaving for Florida in about 3 hours but i wanna say goodbye to Tim first. But when I think about it it's kinda silly. We will smooch and say "bye" to eachother and then I will still leave. What's the difference if that even happens or not? I don't know. I'm not being bitter or a weirdo, I was just thinking about how goodbyes are kinda silly as a whole. I made 8 dollars at work today. 8 dollars doesn't compensate for how shitty i felt and being there for 3 hours. My mom booked the flight for 5am or something. Who does that? More like...whyyyy do parents always do that? It's so weeeeird. I need a nap and some food big time.
I can't believe i didn't make a tape for the plane ride. who am I?
by the way...things are good. My birth control is making me have insanely terrible nightmares every night but my boobs are getting bigger. ha.
bye everyone. pray for me on the plane. I get a bit shooken up when flying.
see ya next week dudes. Im going to have the most intense irish girl sunburn when I get home.
love love love baby
I can't believe i didn't make a tape for the plane ride. who am I?
by the way...things are good. My birth control is making me have insanely terrible nightmares every night but my boobs are getting bigger. ha.
bye everyone. pray for me on the plane. I get a bit shooken up when flying.
see ya next week dudes. Im going to have the most intense irish girl sunburn when I get home.
love love love baby