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Sep 19, 2008 10:49

For some reason I woke up at 9am today.

I had a really trippy dream where I was reborn. I went through a jumble of childhood in a strange land with my family, and at the age of 7 and 10 at the same time, but I had come to realize that my mind was still that of a 20 year old. So I spent the night wondering lucidly what I would do if I had to live my life again with my current mind. It would be pretty lame. I'd get my GED by age 10 and then play sports to stay social.

I can't decide if I would do high school again or not. On one hand, high school sucked. On the other hand, it was fun and that's where I made all my friends. Besides, I'd be smarter and more mature and know what the hell I was doing (sort of).

The weird part though would be seeing people that were my friends and trying to befriend them again in another circumstance. Would they still like me? If I seek out my current boyfriend will he still fall for me? I wonder.

Then I felt bad because, if I was reborn back in time, does that mean I died in my past life? Are the people I care about mourning me??

Anyway this is very random but it was one of those weird dreams that makes you think about weird shit.

Speaking of me dying, if I die, my only request is that you don't bury me in a coffin (to rot slowly in a confined space? No thanks.) or throw me in the ocean (oceans freak me out). Other than that, I don't care, I'm dead.

Yay Thomas is coming to visit today!!!
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