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what the hell do i even want anymore?
memories come flooding back like a tidal wave followed by this treacherous hurricaine called empty empty empty aND unfulfilled inexplicable longing
where the hell is everybody - oh they live in toxic person land which i can't dare even set one foot inside of or i will be sucked through a vacuum back to drugs sex and punk rock before i can even blink.
instead i will live here in my little sector of a microcosm with a lake tainted by dirt and pollution and garbage (very little of which is mine), the lake encircled by a path going around and around with no beginning or end, evry step exactly the same as the last.
i'd sleep forever to wake up and open my eyes in new york city.
what the hell do i even want anymore?
memories come flooding back like a tidal wave followed by this treacherous hurricaine called empty empty empty aND unfulfilled inexplicable longing
where the hell is everybody - oh they live in toxic person land which i can't dare even set one foot inside of or i will be sucked through a vacuum back to drugs sex and punk rock before i can even blink.
instead i will live here in my little sector of a microcosm with a lake tainted by dirt and pollution and garbage (very little of which is mine), the lake encircled by a path going around and around with no beginning or end, evry step exactly the same as the last.
i'd sleep forever to wake up and open my eyes in new york city.