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Oct 27, 2006 04:28

It;'s 4 40  im still awake,

Gaurentee i dont go to bed considering nothing in me besides my eyes are tired.

I am bored though

and lately i havent been myself, somethings changing

I feel like im getting more motivation, not only to work harder but to make more friends, for a long time here i just didnt care if anyone liked me or if i was friends with anyone other than my brother.

But thats changing becasue lately ive really enjoyed hanging out with a lot of the girls that I thought hated me.

yeah.

My grandma's getting surgery tomorrow, im sort of worried about her, although i think she;ll be okay, this is going to blow for her.

today my brother came over and we had a really good dinner for his birthday, i really miss him. I miss being able to talk to him, and harassing him, and i even miss argueing with him.  But he's 20 now, i never thought that would actually happen, were he would grow up and we wouldnt be really good friends anymore, because him and caleb mean the world to me, and i dont ever want caleb to leave. ever.

I just finished the book, the perks of being a wallflower.

It was a good book, i liked it a lot and it's made me think about quite a few different things.

I wish that i had someone to talk to right now, thats what i need more than anything.

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