Oct 27, 2006 04:28
It;'s 4 40 im still awake,
Gaurentee i dont go to bed considering nothing in me besides my eyes are tired.
I am bored though
and lately i havent been myself, somethings changing
I feel like im getting more motivation, not only to work harder but to make more friends, for a long time here i just didnt care if anyone liked me or if i was friends with anyone other than my brother.
But thats changing becasue lately ive really enjoyed hanging out with a lot of the girls that I thought hated me.
yeah.
My grandma's getting surgery tomorrow, im sort of worried about her, although i think she;ll be okay, this is going to blow for her.
today my brother came over and we had a really good dinner for his birthday, i really miss him. I miss being able to talk to him, and harassing him, and i even miss argueing with him. But he's 20 now, i never thought that would actually happen, were he would grow up and we wouldnt be really good friends anymore, because him and caleb mean the world to me, and i dont ever want caleb to leave. ever.
I just finished the book, the perks of being a wallflower.
It was a good book, i liked it a lot and it's made me think about quite a few different things.
I wish that i had someone to talk to right now, thats what i need more than anything.