Mar 29, 2006 20:33
i cant pack anymore
im sincerely sad
and i cant stop thinking about this stupid kid
and its all just wayy too much to handle.
I keep holding in the tears because i dont want to cry. I dont want to be miserable. I dont want to move. I dont want to be alone anymore.
I dont want to feel displaced again
Im currently hating life, and holding my breath for something good to happen to make me feel okay again.
i'll probably die from lack of air before anything good happens.