Mar 10, 2008 10:31
for what ever reason sitting down and writing in this thing hasn't been on my things i want to accomplish today list. about 4 days ago i really wanted to post an entry about how happy i was with my house. Basically i was reading my ENC1102 book, Saints at the River outside on the brick by the pool. It was cool outside and the wind blew at a relaxing pace. All the birds seemed to be singing to me. and i sat there like wow how stress-free i am right now. it was truly a peaceful moment.
Oh yesterday i almost got fired. I may get fired who knows. here i a little bit im going to go down to starbucks and talk to Sara A. about this all. Because it's not like i meant to miss work. Also I want to talk to her about my personal feelings about the transformation from store to store. i understand that it was my choice i should have realized the differences and probably should have tried a few stores out before making the decision. But i didnt and im ready to work this situation out I just need the help to grow.
I feel like im so broke. I've saved up money but lately all ive done is spend it. basically on food and the house i need to stop. if i go to spend money i need some one to punch me. I'm really worried i wont be able to afford this house thing. Oh and we still need a forth room mate. for serious!