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I miss Mary, and Cammie, and my mom, and everyone.
I think I work too much.
I've been up since 7 I got off at 6, now I am watching Kelly and Amber. I was sappose to hang out with Mary tonight, but poo that, she wants to come over here, but ehhhh I'm already stressed with Kelly and being tired I don't want to have to entertain someone while I'm already entertaining Kelly, last time I did that with Adam and he freaked out on me, or did I freak out on him? I think it was both. I miss him kinda, which sucks but I guess I am not relationship material right now. HMPF!
Greg is my buddy, he bought me lunch today because he loves me hehehe. He's always looking out for me and sticking up for me when no one else cares, makes me tolerate his bitching, he's always bitching about something, but whatever don't we all?
Steve and I said "fuck em'" today, and just worked together the majority of the day, I was stoaked cuz I walked out with 50 extra bucks. He almost had a mental breakdown, but I seemed to calm him down nicely.
Have you ever been in a room and too scared to cough because you are afraid you will wake someone up. My someone is Kelly, I am trying to make her sleep as long as possible, hopefully Linda and Kurtis won't find anything exciting to do and just come home. Knowing them, they will stay out even if theres nothing to do. I'll be in charge alone till 5am or some stupid shit like that, and Kelly will sleep till prolly 8:30, then be hungry and grumpy screaming daddy or scream for milk then when you give her milk she will throw it and scream NO, this is my life. Some days I wonder if all my hard work will pay off or just be a huge waist of time. I wonder if I'll be disapointed. I don't think so though.
I think I work too much.
I've been up since 7 I got off at 6, now I am watching Kelly and Amber. I was sappose to hang out with Mary tonight, but poo that, she wants to come over here, but ehhhh I'm already stressed with Kelly and being tired I don't want to have to entertain someone while I'm already entertaining Kelly, last time I did that with Adam and he freaked out on me, or did I freak out on him? I think it was both. I miss him kinda, which sucks but I guess I am not relationship material right now. HMPF!
Greg is my buddy, he bought me lunch today because he loves me hehehe. He's always looking out for me and sticking up for me when no one else cares, makes me tolerate his bitching, he's always bitching about something, but whatever don't we all?
Steve and I said "fuck em'" today, and just worked together the majority of the day, I was stoaked cuz I walked out with 50 extra bucks. He almost had a mental breakdown, but I seemed to calm him down nicely.
Have you ever been in a room and too scared to cough because you are afraid you will wake someone up. My someone is Kelly, I am trying to make her sleep as long as possible, hopefully Linda and Kurtis won't find anything exciting to do and just come home. Knowing them, they will stay out even if theres nothing to do. I'll be in charge alone till 5am or some stupid shit like that, and Kelly will sleep till prolly 8:30, then be hungry and grumpy screaming daddy or scream for milk then when you give her milk she will throw it and scream NO, this is my life. Some days I wonder if all my hard work will pay off or just be a huge waist of time. I wonder if I'll be disapointed. I don't think so though.