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i want to hurt someone.
not physically... emotionally.
i want to tell that person that they mean nothing, that everything they think is wrong, and that they're being fucked over, played....
but i also wonder if that's right. not if it's morally right, but factually correct. or am i the one being played?
i know i'm a doormat, i know i'm gullible, and i know i'm desperate.
it's scary how much i trust you, and how not mad i am about you lying, and how not mad i would be if you'd fucked me over more... idk. i don't want to feel angry anymore.
not physically... emotionally.
i want to tell that person that they mean nothing, that everything they think is wrong, and that they're being fucked over, played....
but i also wonder if that's right. not if it's morally right, but factually correct. or am i the one being played?
i know i'm a doormat, i know i'm gullible, and i know i'm desperate.
it's scary how much i trust you, and how not mad i am about you lying, and how not mad i would be if you'd fucked me over more... idk. i don't want to feel angry anymore.