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I didn't get upset as much as I would have expected. Especially when it dealt with hearing news that Bitchoff kissed my husband. I mean, I should be and I would like more than anything to punch Eric in the face right now, don't get me wrong. But Shane telling me what happened last night gave me this kind of... reassurance. He told me that he was even controlling the alcohol making sure nobody got drunk so nothing would happen.
I have no reason to be mad at him. Sure, he kissed Eric back but it was brief. Even Eric said it was, so I have to believe it. And nothing else happened aside from the kiss.
I won't lie, though. When Shane started breaking the news to me this terrible feeling just overwhelmed me and I did get scared. Then I heard about everything that happened, which wasn't much, and the only thing I cared to do was hug Shane as tightly as possible. A person's actions say a lot about him or her, and they said a lot about Shane. I have nothing to worry about and if anything, this has reiterated how much he loves me.
I understand why he didn't tell me beforehand about Eric visiting but I told him that I wish he had. Maybe it was for the best but that's in the past now. This entire event has made me more appreciative of the things and people I have, strangely, and I don't think anything's going to be getting to me for a long time.
I have no reason to be mad at him. Sure, he kissed Eric back but it was brief. Even Eric said it was, so I have to believe it. And nothing else happened aside from the kiss.
I won't lie, though. When Shane started breaking the news to me this terrible feeling just overwhelmed me and I did get scared. Then I heard about everything that happened, which wasn't much, and the only thing I cared to do was hug Shane as tightly as possible. A person's actions say a lot about him or her, and they said a lot about Shane. I have nothing to worry about and if anything, this has reiterated how much he loves me.
I understand why he didn't tell me beforehand about Eric visiting but I told him that I wish he had. Maybe it was for the best but that's in the past now. This entire event has made me more appreciative of the things and people I have, strangely, and I don't think anything's going to be getting to me for a long time.