its funny
i dont get on this thing much anymore. i forgot about this place. i dont do a lot of thigns i used to anymore.
i hate having regrets. but its a part about everyone. most of my regrets are about outcomes and couldve beens. what if i did this instead of that. i regret not doing that instead of this. i dont know what i was doing, i was too strung out on the "good things", what was said on paper.
theres really only one thing i want right now. its not beer. surprised? its not to be a kid again. say what!? its not to out of this house. yeah?
im never going to get it. and it sucks. ive felt like this before. but i was young. im older now, i know how things go, i feel ive been around the world once or twice... and its weird. as young as i was then,... it was REAL. what i felt, what i thought, how it hurt to be so happy, it was all so real. it was true. it was what it was.
if i could just have you now. /:
maybe ill come around. but i can show you the world.
i hate having regrets. but its a part about everyone. most of my regrets are about outcomes and couldve beens. what if i did this instead of that. i regret not doing that instead of this. i dont know what i was doing, i was too strung out on the "good things", what was said on paper.
theres really only one thing i want right now. its not beer. surprised? its not to be a kid again. say what!? its not to out of this house. yeah?
im never going to get it. and it sucks. ive felt like this before. but i was young. im older now, i know how things go, i feel ive been around the world once or twice... and its weird. as young as i was then,... it was REAL. what i felt, what i thought, how it hurt to be so happy, it was all so real. it was true. it was what it was.
if i could just have you now. /:
maybe ill come around. but i can show you the world.