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I don't know why I have such high hopes for the castle parties at school.
I'm like a dog who is being teased by someone pretending to throw a ball, but just hides it behind their back and has a good chuckle at how silly I am. Whenever I think the ball's gonna be thrown, it's not, but I keep waiting for it anyway.
I looked nice, wore make-up for the fist time since oh, last year. Robert looked nice too. Oh well, I just need to remind myself that I am not missing out on anything if I don't go, I probably would've gone home but I had already bought the dress ... and you can't waste a dress.
Finals are going to be the end of me, I'm starting to get nervous .. I've written one paper, in the process of writing another and have two more to finish by the end of next week ... YAY. Plus studying for three tests, but everyone else has the same problems so I'm not complaining that much.
Sometimes I wish I didn't think like a 30 year old. Last night there was this huge fight between a drunken couple outside my room and I just kept shaking my head like a disappointed elder wondering what's happened to the youth these days. I know that I can be childish at times, but I like to think that I'm pretty mature and I really hate when people act stupid. That's one thing I'm still proud about, I don't act stupid.
I also realize that I am going to be home for a month and literally talk to four people when I'm there. I don't really need to go out every night, but it's going to be weird not having Robert around, we've never been apart longer than two weeks, pathetic, I know haha, but it'll be weird and I hope I don't get too upset/frustrated with that fact. I think if I get a job that'll make me feel better ... my mom said Forever 21 just opened up in the Sunrise Mall ... awesome.
And that's life, now back to writing about genetically modified foods.
I'm like a dog who is being teased by someone pretending to throw a ball, but just hides it behind their back and has a good chuckle at how silly I am. Whenever I think the ball's gonna be thrown, it's not, but I keep waiting for it anyway.
I looked nice, wore make-up for the fist time since oh, last year. Robert looked nice too. Oh well, I just need to remind myself that I am not missing out on anything if I don't go, I probably would've gone home but I had already bought the dress ... and you can't waste a dress.
Finals are going to be the end of me, I'm starting to get nervous .. I've written one paper, in the process of writing another and have two more to finish by the end of next week ... YAY. Plus studying for three tests, but everyone else has the same problems so I'm not complaining that much.
Sometimes I wish I didn't think like a 30 year old. Last night there was this huge fight between a drunken couple outside my room and I just kept shaking my head like a disappointed elder wondering what's happened to the youth these days. I know that I can be childish at times, but I like to think that I'm pretty mature and I really hate when people act stupid. That's one thing I'm still proud about, I don't act stupid.
I also realize that I am going to be home for a month and literally talk to four people when I'm there. I don't really need to go out every night, but it's going to be weird not having Robert around, we've never been apart longer than two weeks, pathetic, I know haha, but it'll be weird and I hope I don't get too upset/frustrated with that fact. I think if I get a job that'll make me feel better ... my mom said Forever 21 just opened up in the Sunrise Mall ... awesome.
And that's life, now back to writing about genetically modified foods.