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hmm alot has happened :) its been fun.. but i regret alot, i hate how sometimes, i just want to have fun.. but i never release how stupid im being or whatever. i released i hate it when im with him.. ( haha i wish)
but not reallyyy i actually love being around him. but it hurts so bad, :-/ whatevverr. i finally got to hang out with him though :) i was extremly happy! anyways. friday i went to carolyns party with brittany and allie, and then after we walked back to joslyn's .. there was alot of us there, me allie brittany joslyn mir nikki and amanda for girls , and for guys there was kevin sean jay and waylon. hmm yeah was that a long night. no comment on that night ! then the next day the girls went over to allies, and we stayed there and then sean waylon jay and kevin came over, and then jordan tyler ben and jon came over.. then waylon jay kevin sean left and we like all just hung out outside, and then we eventually went to bed :) then today i went to a party thing with allie brit jordan tyler. then me allie and brit came back here! then people came overr.. yeah same as usual. yeahhh whatevv.
life was going so good for a while, and then everything changed.. i think i was having more fun without him around :-/ because i just feel so stupid.. but whatevv, he'll probally stop hanging out with us again.
i think thats what i want.. but i'm not sure yet.. buttt whateverr! i really need to stop making such stupid choices..
i think i might of lost my bestfriends over something extremly stupid.. ( kierstin )even if you dont want to be friends.. i'll always love you! and i'll understand any decision you make rather to be friends or not.. because i know what i did was stupid.. but i can't take any of it back now! so what i did, i guess is what i did.
i stole this from lanceee :) duhhh
01. who are you, what's our relationship:
02. how and where did we meet:
03. what's my middle name:
04. how long have you known me:
05. tell me one good thing about myself:
06. when you first saw me what was your impression:
07. my age:
08. birthday:
09. my favorite band at the moment:
10. color eyes:
11. do I have any siblings:
12. have you ever had a crush on me:
13. what's one of my favorite things to do:
14. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15. describe me in 3 words:
16. name 5 things I love:
17. do you think I'm good looking:
18. how would you describe me to someone:
19. would you ever date me:
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: what do you like most about me:
22: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
23: have we ever gotten in a fight:
24: do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
26. What do you think my weakness is?
27. Do you think I'll get married?
28. What makes me happy?
29. What makes me sad?
30. What reminds you of me?
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?
32. When's the last time you saw me?
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
36. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
37. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
38. Would you make a move on me?
39. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?
but not reallyyy i actually love being around him. but it hurts so bad, :-/ whatevverr. i finally got to hang out with him though :) i was extremly happy! anyways. friday i went to carolyns party with brittany and allie, and then after we walked back to joslyn's .. there was alot of us there, me allie brittany joslyn mir nikki and amanda for girls , and for guys there was kevin sean jay and waylon. hmm yeah was that a long night. no comment on that night ! then the next day the girls went over to allies, and we stayed there and then sean waylon jay and kevin came over, and then jordan tyler ben and jon came over.. then waylon jay kevin sean left and we like all just hung out outside, and then we eventually went to bed :) then today i went to a party thing with allie brit jordan tyler. then me allie and brit came back here! then people came overr.. yeah same as usual. yeahhh whatevv.
life was going so good for a while, and then everything changed.. i think i was having more fun without him around :-/ because i just feel so stupid.. but whatevv, he'll probally stop hanging out with us again.
i think thats what i want.. but i'm not sure yet.. buttt whateverr! i really need to stop making such stupid choices..
i think i might of lost my bestfriends over something extremly stupid.. ( kierstin )even if you dont want to be friends.. i'll always love you! and i'll understand any decision you make rather to be friends or not.. because i know what i did was stupid.. but i can't take any of it back now! so what i did, i guess is what i did.
i stole this from lanceee :) duhhh
01. who are you, what's our relationship:
02. how and where did we meet:
03. what's my middle name:
04. how long have you known me:
05. tell me one good thing about myself:
06. when you first saw me what was your impression:
07. my age:
08. birthday:
09. my favorite band at the moment:
10. color eyes:
11. do I have any siblings:
12. have you ever had a crush on me:
13. what's one of my favorite things to do:
14. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15. describe me in 3 words:
16. name 5 things I love:
17. do you think I'm good looking:
18. how would you describe me to someone:
19. would you ever date me:
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: what do you like most about me:
22: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
23: have we ever gotten in a fight:
24: do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
26. What do you think my weakness is?
27. Do you think I'll get married?
28. What makes me happy?
29. What makes me sad?
30. What reminds you of me?
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?
32. When's the last time you saw me?
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
36. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
37. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
38. Would you make a move on me?
39. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?