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! these past few days have been great <3 thursday, i went to the fair with everyone :) then after the fair me,allie,cassie,katelyn,brittany went back to Danielle D's house ! it was so much fun. then friday, me and cassie went to katelyns house,we went in the hot tub, and then later we went across the street over to waylons, and hung out with him kevin sean and jay. :) that was alot of fun !! then saturday i came home, and kierstin came over, then me kierstin and brittany went over to waylons and hung out with him kevin sean and jay, i love hanging out with them :) it's so much fun ! + today i might go over to myriahs or whatever, :) i miss her.
ohkay wow, everything's changing and deffinatley not for the good! kierstin's leaving and moving to new york, i dont know what im going to do without her, but i think i will manage, and there's just so much right now, my mom and me dont get along at all, im always fighting with her, allie and sean broke up, i dont know how much thats going to effect me hanging out with him + waylon and them, but i think it will. andi hope it doesnt because i have so so much fun hanging out with them! right now the biggest thing in my life, is something very stupid, it just hurt's soo extremly bad! this always happen's to me, i hear things and believe them from other people, but i shouldnt because that just makes things worse because im so so so stupid and fucking believe everythign everyone tells me, and i know it seems to good to be true to happen to me, but sometimes i just really wish maybe what people tell me would really be true, i could be happy ! but i just released it cant be true, because nothing good ever happens to me, i mean im losing like all my friends, and not because of getting mad at eachother, but just because im drifting from everyone ! whatevver, i'm done venting now :)
i'll miss you, i guess this is the final good bye . :-/
ohkay wow, everything's changing and deffinatley not for the good! kierstin's leaving and moving to new york, i dont know what im going to do without her, but i think i will manage, and there's just so much right now, my mom and me dont get along at all, im always fighting with her, allie and sean broke up, i dont know how much thats going to effect me hanging out with him + waylon and them, but i think it will. andi hope it doesnt because i have so so much fun hanging out with them! right now the biggest thing in my life, is something very stupid, it just hurt's soo extremly bad! this always happen's to me, i hear things and believe them from other people, but i shouldnt because that just makes things worse because im so so so stupid and fucking believe everythign everyone tells me, and i know it seems to good to be true to happen to me, but sometimes i just really wish maybe what people tell me would really be true, i could be happy ! but i just released it cant be true, because nothing good ever happens to me, i mean im losing like all my friends, and not because of getting mad at eachother, but just because im drifting from everyone ! whatevver, i'm done venting now :)
i'll miss you, i guess this is the final good bye . :-/