we never learned from this

Mar 26, 2008 23:24

so today i called you, my best friend.
we had nothing to say. things are changing more then ever. i'm excepting that it isn't going to be the same forever, now is the time. I went to live in virginia because i missed you. you said some hurtful things today. one being i left you when you needed me the most. your the one that left me, ever since high school i've been finding out what your doing in your life to see what my next move will be. it's been like this for too long, right now i'm happy. i'm dating a guy that i know this isn't just another one of the relationships i'm used to having.i'm going to start going to school and starting my career. yeah your way ahead. big deal. for once be happy for me and let me live my life. i know your alone and i left you in a shitty time, but hey you've did it to me more then once, and yeah i was upset, but i always called and talked to you and you made me feel better.i'm not writing this to say were even or whatever, i just don't get why your pissed. i need to do what i need to do. and right now this feels right. so be it. that's what i'm gonna do.
Previous post Next post
Up