so everday
so everyday since then i think about him,
where he is, what he's doing, who he's with...
i think i'm selfish.
part of me wants him because he has a girlfriend.
but i know that if i tried hard enough things could happen...but i won't...because he doesn't deserve that. i want him to figure it out for himself. it's all of a sudden i'm seeing things in this light. i knew i cared from him since day one, but i tried to cover it up...for reason's unknown...our friendship has been different then any others that i've had.. could this be something more then that? i guess time will decide that. i've decided that im not going to do anything about it. as for saturday i'll probably have some explanation that i owe to him about everything, but i'm sure he already knew. in my case i'm just not ready to get serious. it will take a long time for some boy [any boy that is] to get my heart. i won't let it go easily. never have never will. but i can honestly say that i do love him. no matter what he'll be my friend forever.
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Would she, could she been thinking of me all along? And if i asked her, would she tell me the truth? 'Cause it's a long way down when your Hopes are high as mountains And I am worried that I'm falling for you.
where he is, what he's doing, who he's with...
i think i'm selfish.
part of me wants him because he has a girlfriend.
but i know that if i tried hard enough things could happen...but i won't...because he doesn't deserve that. i want him to figure it out for himself. it's all of a sudden i'm seeing things in this light. i knew i cared from him since day one, but i tried to cover it up...for reason's unknown...our friendship has been different then any others that i've had.. could this be something more then that? i guess time will decide that. i've decided that im not going to do anything about it. as for saturday i'll probably have some explanation that i owe to him about everything, but i'm sure he already knew. in my case i'm just not ready to get serious. it will take a long time for some boy [any boy that is] to get my heart. i won't let it go easily. never have never will. but i can honestly say that i do love him. no matter what he'll be my friend forever.
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Would she, could she been thinking of me all along? And if i asked her, would she tell me the truth? 'Cause it's a long way down when your Hopes are high as mountains And I am worried that I'm falling for you.