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today was pretty awful. i'm stressed. i'm depressed. i didn't do as well on my bio test as i had hoped. (considering i studied everyday for an entire week). i had to do field work for my freshwater research. so i spent over an hour kicking sand in freezing rain. i was soaking wet in 40 degree weather. and it was dark out. and i couldn't feel my hands or my feet afterward. we got dunkin donuts coffe. that was the highlight of my day(that's pretty pathetic). then i stayed in the lab to sort bugs for 2 more hours. and then i got back to my room. i was miserable already. and i found out my dog died. and since i basically have no control over my emotions anymore and like to cry in random places on campus, i started half bawling half laughing hysterically in front of alex warmen. he probably thinks i'm nuts. then the fire alarm in loyola went off. so i had to go outside in the rain again. we ran to murray's apartment. but their fire alarm went off. sooo. i ended up in the rain again. i worked on my sociology paper for 2 hours and didn't get anywhere with it. no thesis. just a bunch of words on a page. sigh. i love it when you think your day can't get any worse...and then it actually does. i'm going to bed. goodnight.